Loving on Ted

Ted is so sad looking. I am absolutely hating it. I am working on just loving on him every morning and during the evening, too. I do not want him to feel like he is being abandoned or alone. At this point, he would probably welcome some peace since I am forcing fluids and medicine down him. I usually sit and let him lay in my lap for a bit after all that. He just looks so tired and sad. I know this is part of it, but I do not like this part. It is hard on me. I love these animals and do everything I can for them. I know they do not live forever, but I hate when they go. I hate when they are sick and look like they are suffering. I am going to keep loving on him and hope for the best.