Selfish

I am being selfish and I am not sure why. For some reason, I do not want to put Ursula outside. I know I should not be like that, but I hate the thought of her going back outside. I don’t want her to run off again or get injured again. I want to keep her in her bubble in the bedroom/bathroom. She seems happy in there but I know it is not fair to her to keep her in there. She needs room to run around and needs to be with the other cats. I just do not want to do it, but I also know I have to, for her.